Hi there! It’s been a very long time since I blogged again, and now Im here again sharing something and there you are again reading my blog! So here’s the story..
It’s almost 3am now and I feel a certain emptiness inside, I’m certainly not depressed or suffering from a break-up. NO! It’s just a RANDOM feeling I suddenly feel. You know, When you feel what I feel, You’ll be looking forward to open it up to someone you trust or to someone who is just there to listen. But when everybody’s pretty occupied and no one wants to listen might as well blog. Right?
Awhile ago, before started making this. I was talking to my mom through Viber. We were exchanging different stories that happened to us these past few days (since she’s working overseas, just so you know!) She didn’t knew I was feeling this way, but talking to her relieves this emptiness Im feeling right now. I just want to talk and talk and talk to her about everything. I just want someone to listen. I really really miss her. Its very different communicating through phone and talking to people face to face.
You guys don’t take everything for granted. We all have these techie gadgets for us to communicate on our convenience but also don’t forget to communicate with other people face to face, in real time. Because you have to know what’s in their heart and soul. People have feelings and thoughts to share! When before my mom went to abroad, I barely to talk to her about my life. Just a simple conversations would be fine. But I realized things would be even better if we communicate personally.
People come and go, We don’t choose who’s gonna stay and who’s not. There may have some people who hurt us in the past but they surely shared us some good memories to remember. (Just a thought to ponder)
I’m almost finished writing/typing this blog. And I kinda feel better after all this late night drama. Perhaps, A part of this emptiness comes from the fact that Im longing for the presence of my love, my man. Im longing for everything about him, His kiss, his hug and the stories and moments we share together. I miss him so much.
Do not forget to thank God for everything, Thank you for spending your time reading my thoughts.
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